Showing posts with label punishment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label punishment. Show all posts

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Defiance leads to...

The worst spanking of my life!!

It was an avoid at all cost beating.

It happend thursday night and it still hurts.

Ok let me back up a bit. Its clear from my post Thursday that I was upset. I felt like I wasn't being heard by my husband and like he was brushing off everything I was saying.

We also had skipped one maintenance session on Sunday and had not done Wednesdays, it had been rescheduled for Thursday as he was going to be out if town Wednesday. So I was feeling out of sorts because of this ae well.

We tried to talk Wed night, but it didn't go well. I woke up in a bad mood Thursday and it continued all day.

I told him if he was to busy for talking and texting during work (which could mean day and night), then I needed more independence, not to be working towards being more submissive.

As Thursday wore on I began getting more and more ticked off at the whole thing. He finally told me to stop texting, it was not working in my favor.

So what did I do, well around 6:30pm I left the house.

Yup without permission.

I send him a text saying I had errands to run and I was leaving. The reply was that i could have run errands all day, I was to stay home and be there when he arrived.

Well I was already out, so I went ahead and ran the errands.

Then at 7:20pm I got a text telling me I had 10 minutes to be home. Now this ment he was home, and I knew i should just walk out of the store and go home.

But I didn't want to face what would be waiting for me, so I finished up, and it was over a half hour later when I pulled into the driveway.

The stuff I had laid out for dinner was put away, he said I wouldn't be eating and he had fixed himself something. (if I eat before a spanking, I will get sick to my stomach, there was not going to be long enough between the time I got home and the session for food to settle, so I was sent to bed with no dinner)

I was told to go to our room and he would be in after he put the little one to bed.

When I got to out room the door was closed, and when I opened it I saw why. The restraints we're laid out, the red paddle and heavy stiff belt were on the bed along with the item he would use to gag me.

And I was made to wait there with them for over 45 min. All though about 15 min into my bedroom time, Sir came in and fucked my mouth hard until he came. He said I was to suck him now, since I would be in no shape to do it later and he was not going to go without because of my bad behaviour.

When he came back be told me to strip. Then as he attached the cuffs, gaged me, and then it tied me to the bed he lectured me about my defiance, he said this punishment that had nothing to do with issue we had been trying to work through. It was because I choose to act out since I hadn't gotten my way and he would not stand for such blatant refuse to follow the rules and treat him and our marriage with such disrespect.

Over the next 10 to 15 minutes I was given 30 - 50 strokes. I have no real idea of the time or total number of strokes, just know it felt like it went on forever and like he was never going to stop.

The number of strokes my not seem that bad, but these were full force strokes (at least they felt like full force.) he used the red paddle from one side and the strap from the other, all the while lecturing and making his points with hard swats.

By the third swat I was sobbing and screaming at the top of my lungs. By the time he was through my ass and thighs were deep red with welts from the end of the strap, and circle markes from the red paddle.

I curled up on my side of the bed and i cried and cried.

And he sat on his side watching tv, not saying a word to me.

I cried even more, now because of his coldness. After awhile he shut everything off and pulled me too him, still not saying anything. This didn't feel comforting at all, and I pulled away form him.

The next morning I was still very sore, all the marks from the night before we're still there just a light shade of red then they had been the night before.

Daddy had let me sleep instead of waking me up before he left so i slept until the little one got up. I got him all set up and then went back to bed, falling back asleep. I got a text mid morning from Daddy asking if I was up, since I normal text him as soon as I wake up.

It was afternoon before I was ready to address what had happened the night before. I wanted to know how he could leave me there crying not offering any comfort after such an awful punishment. I told him that hurt me deeply. He said he had tried and I had pulled away. I told him the aftercare and comfort he normally gives me is very important to me and in my being able to get over the punishment.

He told me it hurt him deeply to come home form a trip he didn't want to take and finding his wife is not there like he had asked her to be. He said the sweet text messages he get from his wife every morning make him smile and mean so much to him, he was again hurt when I didn't send them. He said he missed his precious baby girl and he was at a lose as to what else to do.

We continued to text back and forth all day and then talked a bit when he got home.

By last night things were back to normal, we had movie night with the kids and ate tons of junk food. When I climbed onto the sofa with my blanket and teddy bear and snuggled up close to Daddy he said "this is much better, this is how it's suppose to be baby."

This morning we made love and then I got my mild morning spanking, both hurt alot due to my very sore bum, but I was just happy to have the past few days behind us.

We both learnd some important lessons this week, and I have the bruises to prove it!

Ps
I have never ever cried like that during a spanking, all though I have never been spanked that hard. The tears took so much out of me that I felt drained. As awful as it was and as long as it took me to recover, I believe it was what I needed and I know I deserved it.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Spanked for forgotten Bluetooth.

Use link to the right to create your own ...

Ella was in trouble and she knew it. She wondered if Sir would spank her right away or make her wait. ''Waiting is the worst!'' she thought, though in this case maybe it would be better to put it off... She didn't need to speculate, though, she'd know soon enough - she could hear a man's footsteps approaching the door. As she watched, the handle turned with what seemed like an unnatural slowness. An icy hand gripped her right in the middle of her bottom.

''Act natural,'' she told herself, which only caused her to give a nervous giggle just as her Lover walked in.

''What's wrong?'' Sir asked immediately.

''Me? Nothing! Why do you ask?''

''Just that you have a strange look on your face.'' So much for ''natural,'' Ella thought. Sir continued. ''Okay, what have you done?''

''Um... nothing?''

''Ella...''

''Yes, Sir?''

''Come on, out with it. Now.'' He had never been all that patient in these situations and was already heading toward The bedroom. Ella hurried to head him off.

''It's nothing, honest. It's just that... Well, I...'' Try as she might, she couldn't think of a way to make it sound any better.

''I forgot. My Bluetooth and answered some calls while driving,'' she said with a rush. Sir stopped in his tracks, slowly turning to look at her.

''Isabella Nicole! It's nothing, honest?'' he mocked in a voice of disbelief. ''It doesn't sound like nothing. It sounds a lot like Forgetting Bluetooth .'' Ella felt herself tighten at that word - it had unfortunate connotations - unfortunate for her and unfortunate for her bottom. ''We've talked about Forgetting Bluetooth , haven't we?'' Sir's speech went on. ''We have a way of dealing with Forgetting Bluetooth , don't we, Young lady?'' Every time he used the term ''Forgetting Bluetooth '' he might as well be saying ''spanking,'' she thought. ''Isabella Nicole, you do know how we deal with Forgetting Bluetooth , don't you?'' Instinctively Ella's hands shot back to cover her bottom, in a way answering Sir's question very clearly. Though that's not the answer her voice gave.

''Well, I know... but... I thought... maybe this time...

''You thought maybe this time what, Young lady? That you wouldn't be spanked? That Forgetting Bluetooth wouldn't get you a good bare-bottomed spanking?''

Ella didn't want a spanking - Sir's spankings hurt! While she was getting them they stung like mad - she was always convinced she just had to get away and never could - and they left her so sore! Not just sore, very sore - sore like when you sit down a long time later you can still feel it like you just got it, that kind of sore. And she certainly didn't want one of those - especially not on her bare bottom!

And that was exactly how her Lover was going to spank her - over his knee, her head down, Jeans off, bottom up, panties down, bottom bare, her Creamy skin inviting his stern reproval! Sir had never once let her keep her panties up. Quickly Ella's mind raced to remember what panties she'd put on, thankful that her Teal ones wouldn't add any to her embarrassment - having her bottom bared was embarrassing enough as it was!

Part of her wanted to run and hide, but most of her simply followed Sir into The bedroom - The bedroom, where she was always taken to be spanked. Much as she hated getting a spanking, especially one of Sir's spankings, she really did dislike Forgetting Bluetooth and really wished she could stop doing it. If having her Lover spank her would stop her from Forgetting Bluetooth , maybe that was a good thing - if only it didn't have to be such a spanking!

Once in The bedroom, Sir looked at her sternly as he sat on storage bench, extending his legs as her soon-to-be ''resting'' place. My God, already? Ella thought to herself, but Sir, instead of immediately motioning her over his lap and into place, clasped a hand on each of her arms.

''Now Baby, I want to be fair about this, you know that, I hope. You should also know that I'm disappointed to hear about your Forgetting Bluetooth .'' Ella's spirits sunk even lower, though for a new reason now. She didn't like to disappoint Sir. ''Very,'' he added. Maybe she really did deserve a spanking. ''I want you to tell me how this happened,'' he concluded. She tried to bow her head but with a gentle touch he raised her chin and made her look him in the eye.

''I don't know...'' was all she could think of to tell him. It would take too long to explain and not do any good anyway - but he wasn't about to settle for that.

''This Forgetting Bluetooth of yours, it must have had some reason. It didn't just happen, now did it? And I want you to tell me how or why it did.'' His face hardened even further. ''And you are going to tell me.''

''It's like this - I needed to makes sure they weren't emergencys .''

''I see. Ella?''

''Yes, Sir?''

''Did I just hear anything that would keep me from giving you a spanking? Anything that would discourage me from giving you each and every swat of the spanking you've earned?''

''I don't know... maybe...'' she replied sullenly.

''Isabella Nicole.''

''No. I guess not...''

''No. Nothing I heard dissuades me in the least. You, Young lady, have behaved yourself into a panties-down spanking and now you are going to get it.''

Fighting off thoughts of how soon Sir would have her Creamy bare and blushing, Ella moved hesitantly to her Lover's side and was a little surprised when he didn't immediately pull her over his waiting lap. Glancing up at his stern face, her surprise turned to dismay and she felt her stomach tighten.

''Oh no,'' she said softly, hopelessly.

''Oh yes,'' came his reply. ''You know better.''

''No, really - please? I don't need that... do I?'' This last was no more than a whisper.

''You need to learn, and the Red paddle helps you learn. Don't make me waste my time - spanking you by hand has never changed a thing.

''Go,'' Sir demanded and commanded.

Reluctantly - very reluctantly - Ella trudged off to get the Red paddle. Retrieving it from On top of the bookshelf, she took just a tiny moment to feel both its unfeeling undefined and her own twinge of rebelliousness - ooo, to throw it, hide it, destroy it! Now that would be satisfying! Instead, the Red paddle would have its satisfaction on her, heating, punishing, scalding her poor helpless bottom. And if she ever did manage to do away with it, Ella had no doubt that Sir would produce something even worse to deal with her current infraction and that additional one as well!

Shaking herself free of such imaginings, Ella and her thoughts returned to The bedroom and her Lover's side, meekly proffering the demanded and dreaded Red paddle, knowing full well that in mere moments it would be blistering her bottom, and thoroughly. Her poor little bottom! What did it ever do? It wasn't the one that had a problem with Forgetting Bluetooth , she was. Why should it have to suffer? It just wasn't fair!

Oblivious to these objections, Sir still sat like a deity on storage bench, waiting to tumble her over his unforgiving thighs. As he reached to take the Red paddle from her, she pulled it back slightly.

''You'll start slowly, won't you?'' She knew she wasn't supposed to ask and he always replied with ''Is that what you deserve, Young lady?'' But this once Sir just took the Red paddle from her and nodded sympathetically.

Seeing his reaction Ella realized that she must be in even more trouble than she imagined. Her whole body stiffened and shook and she couldn't keep herself from turning and trying to run away - but Sir was too quick for her, he'd grabbed her wrist even as the Red paddle left her hand. Before she knew it she was over his knee and the blood was rushing to her head.

Spank! He began immediately - spank spank spank spank spank!


''Ow! Oh! Wait!'' No matter how much time Sir would take leading up to it, the first swat always startled her. Alternating stiffening and squirming, she quickly sunk into place as her Lover jostled her for a better and steadier grip.

Spank spank spank - spank spank spank spank! spank! spank! spank! spank!

''Ow! No! Too hard!'' Ella protested, though really her Jeans muffled the effect considerably - nearly all of this pain was caused by her own tension and apprehension. So far!

Spank spank spank spank! spank! spank!

''Ow ow ow!'' she continued, only to have Sir chastise her further.

''Settle down, Young lady - we haven't even started. I''m just getting you settled in. You can't even feel anything through your Jeans.''

Spank spank spank! spank spank! spank spank!

''No, no! I feel it! I do! don't!'' Ella insisted somewhat nonsensically - the chance that he would stop already was non-existent.

''Shall I stop already? I thought I was doing this for you - you do know what's next, don't you?''

Ah - here was the dilemma upon whose horns Ella lay. To be spanked over her Jeans, and therefore longer - or to shorten it a little and jump right to ''pants-down''? Or even panties-down? She made the same coward's choice she always had before.

Spank spank spank spank - spank spank spank! spank spank!

''No, no - that's okay,'' she decided immediately, and having done so found that this phase was much more tolerable. Maybe by the time he gets to my bare bottom I'll be ready, Ella thought. Right. And maybe his arm will wear out first - or I'll just fly to the moon!

Spank spank spank - spank spank spank spank! spank! spank! spank! spank!

''Owww. Owwwwww,'' Ella moaned softly, concluding that some sort of reaction was still in her favor. ''Hey! Wait!'' For no sooner had she resigned herself to an over-the-Jeans spanking than the Jeans-spanking was over! ''Stop! Not yet!''

''Oh?'' Spank spank spank spank!!! ''Haven't had enough yet? I thought you were in a hurry!'' Spank spank spank spank!!! Ella's Lover saw to it that these final swats before her Jeans deserted her made all the more of an impression.

''OW! Geez!'' She twisted around in an attempt to see if he was still using his hand - it seemed harder than ever! All she managed to see was Sir removing her first line of defense. He slid the Dark blue fabric off her bottom, revealing her Teal panties.

Spank spank spank spank!!! Haaaaah, Ella thought.

''Haaaaaaah!'' Ella said. She had thought of her Jeans as sort of insubstantial it but had been giving her more protection than she realized - now with nothing between his hand and her thin panties his every spank stung and stung to high heaven! Spank spank! spank spank! spank spank spank! spank spank spank!

''Owwwwooooooo? Oww? Ow, ow?'' In her mind Ella questioned if Sir really needed to spank her quite this completely.

Picking up on this, her Lover didn't hesitate. ''If you didn't want this spanking, Young lady, you shouldn't have been Forgetting Bluetooth ,'' he decreed, his logic unassailable. Like she hadn't thought of that! ''You know what Forgetting Bluetooth gets you - maybe next time you'll have an easier time deciding what you really want!''

''Grrrr,'' Ella grrrr'd - quietly.

Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank! spank spank spank spank spank spank spank!

''Ow oh ow oh ow ow ow!''

From long experience Sir knew just what he was doing. Half or more of his spanks landed where her panties had ridden up due to her unflattering position. Not only did they sting all the worse, they were those same low spots Ella already knew she'd feel long afterward. How was she ever supposed to sit again?

Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank! On they went, like partners volleying on a tennis court - except that her soft bottom was no match for her Lover's hard hand, and in this match she was being soundly beaten! And the sounds of that beating were Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank!

''Oh oh please,'' she protested - a lot of these spanks should count as panties-down! Not that they would, and not that she thought otherwise for even a moment. Nonetheless Ella felt that some sort of protest was called for. Spank spank spank - spank spank spank spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! Ooooo, Sir knew just how to make her feel those! And Ella's poor little bottom did - each and every one!

Then quickly a lot more protest was very much called for!

''Oh no - really - no, please, no. Please?'' Her Lover had stopped spanking long enough to pluck at the waistband of her panties - and she did not want them down! She grabbed them herself and held on tightly. ''Not those - they don't make a difference anyway,'' she claimed, fibbing slightly - though she was always surprised what a difference they did make. One by one, Sir peeled her fingers from her Teal panties. And then they were gone.

Spank! spank! Her Creamy cheeks, only slightly colored by his gradual chastisement, were now fully under his hand - and eyes. Hold still! she told herself, wanting to minimize any jiggling or inappropriate exposure - try to hold still!

Spank! spank! Spank Spank! SPANK SPANK!

Maybe kicking and squirming was a better approach after all!

Spank! spank! Spank Spank! SPANK SPANK!

Suddenly he was in a hurry, a man with a mission. Now that he had her bare bottom in sight and squarely in his sights, he wanted it sore and stinging - both, a lot, and right now!

Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank!
Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank!
Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank!

Couldn't Sir hear her at all? Nothing seemed to slow him down! Just as she thought her poor little bottom would burst into flames, her Lover's grip tightened! Her stomach followed suit as Ella recognized the meaning of this gesture!

''Oh no! No! No! OW! OH!'' His spanks rained down so much harder without slowing down at all. Her kicking and struggles became furious, but the harder she fought, the harder he spanked!

Spank! Spank!

SPANK! SPANK!

Spank! Spank!

SPANK! SPANK!

''OW OH OH OH OW OH OH!'' she cried. When, oh when, would this be over? And then, with frightening abruptness, it was!

''Now, Young lady, it's time we took care of this Forgetting Bluetooth ,'' Sir pronounced.

Oh no! The Red paddle - Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack! By the time she realized what was about to happen her Red paddle spanking was already well underway! Instantly the warmth of his hand was replaced by the sting of the Red paddle's rough poly. Oooo, did that hurt! Ella could never remember quite how much until she was feeling it - but as soon as she felt it she could remember - remember all too well!

Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack!

''No, no - stop! Enough! I'll be good! I promise! Oh owwwwww...''

''Isabella Nicole! Your Forgetting Bluetooth ? This is most certainly NOT enough, except that it's enough out of you. Now hold still. You know you've earned this - and more. If you're good you'll get a lot less of the ''more.''''

Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack!

Try as he might to be ''fair,'' when it came to Forgetting Bluetooth her Lover was strict. That Red paddle HURT!

Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack!

''No, no, not more - please, not more. Ow oh ow oh ow...''

Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack!

''No - no please! I'll be good! I've learned my lesson - I have!'' As well she may have - her usually Creamy cheeks shone from the Red paddle's harsh rough poly.

''Then hold still, Baby, so I can finish.'' And finish he did. With a flurry of Smack-Smack-Smack's he made sure she'd have no place to sit, not for a good long time. Then the hardest yet, right in the center - Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack! Even as Ella recognized these as his final spanks she could take no relief as the barrage drove her past all limits of ''taking it.''

''Whaaa - aaa - ow - oooo - ooo - ooo - ooo - NO!''

''Okay, Ella. Okay, Baby. Breathe. Now breathe...'' Sir encouraged. As slowly as it had begun it just as suddenly ended. Slowly Ella calmed down and her breathing did steady a bit.

''Now, young lady - no more Forgetting Bluetooth - understood?'' Somehow Ella nodded her acquiescence. And as she returned the Red paddle to On top of the bookshelf, she never wanted to have anything to do with Forgetting Bluetooth , the Red paddle, or even her Lover sitting on storage bench - ever, ever again!